Ok, I know my blog has been dead for like ages. So, I'm here to update.
Common Test has finally started. I just did English today and I have to say, I'm not too sure if I'll do well for it too considering I had done horrible for Class Test. :/
Today, PE was canceled due to that drill thingy. Don't know what that things called but I can't be bother to know too. Stayed back for a while for something then I went off home for tuition. Tuition today seem to have flied pass ._. Dad just left for Malaysia. Oh! I was meant to go shopping with Cai Ying and Lavon tomorrow but my dad called me up after school saying that I have gold training at 3 and my coach will be picking me up at home and the lessons are held at Orchid Country Club and I went "._. , cannot change date ah?" So, seeing the outcome, of course my dad said N.O. -.- Sorry Cai Ying. Gosh, I feel super guilty now lah :/
Hmmm, I think I'll end here. Gonna eat WEDGES and then go upstairs my room to study. SPEAKING OF MY ROOM, after painting it last Saturday, I still have freaking paint stuck on my hair lahhhh! Plus, so hard to remove can. I seriously thought after showering it would come off, I didn't notice anything until the clique told me - thank god they did.



Anyways, my wedges are waiting for me :D

All I have to say is that I find Ze Jiang and I super funny. Facebook stalked untill SOMETHING.
Sec 2 like that then with sec 3 like OMG! :O

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Put my glasses on, Im out the door - Im gonna hit this city (Lets go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
Cause when I leave for the night, I aint coming back
Im talking - pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-toping, playing our favorite cds
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy

[CHORUS]
Dont stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the click
But the party dont stop
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh

[Chorus]

Aint got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Aint got no money in my pocket, but Im already here
Now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger
Im talking about - everybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys trying to touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk
Now, now - we goin til they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us -
[Chorus] x 2
DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
With my hands up
You got me now
You gotta that sound
Yea, you got me
DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
With my hands up
Get your hands up
Put your hands up
No, the party dont stop until I walk in

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):

I don't expect you to like me,
I don't expect you to hate me either.
But I expect you to at least understand that no one in this world is PERFECT.

I seriously think I'm just wasting my time in caring already. I just want to get it done and over with so that I won't have to face the drama any longer. I'm sick and I'm tired of everything. I just want to escape and be left alone for awhile. :/

Design and Technology 'N' Level coursework theme came out already. It's about Achievements. So, we have to make something like medals and all that. But we can also do something else. It depends. I'm now looking for some pictures for the Mood Board. My gosh, I don't want to stress myself out. Just now at tuition, my head was so painful. I really want to do well but I don't want to make me stressed and all that. My gosh, I think I won't even have time to even celebrate Chinese New Year, I'll be at the house studying and everything. ):
I wanna see mommy, again. Can't wait to see her again but I'll be bring more books then I did the other time. Ahhhh, being Sec 4 sucks man. So much stress and expectations from my family. I mean, why can't they just face the facts that maybe I can't do it? Why can't they just stop pushing me to do better and better when I'm already doing the best that I can? Sigh, this sucks.

If i'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well i guess i'll make my own way
It's a circle
A mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same(no)
We're not the same(no)
Oh we're not the same
Yeah the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But i guess you can't accept that the change is good(hey)
It's good(hey)
It's good

Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess i'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess i'll go
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and i wouldn't have made it
It's not a war no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it
The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well now i can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same(no)
We're not the same(no)
Oh we're not the same
Yeah we used to stick together
We wrote our names in blood
But i guess you can't accept that the change is good(hey)
It's good(hey)
It's good

Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess i'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess i'll go
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess i'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess i'll go
I best be on my way out



I had fun yesterday at the Open House. I had to act as a Tooth Fairy and chase Sec 1s to come to Drama. After that, went to play golf with Meng Hui, Fook Choy, Jeremy and Aylwin. Laughed a lot thanks to Jeremy and Fook Choy. Hahah, super funny. After golf, I think we all went home. But, I really had a lot of fun. (:
Today, I had tuition in the morning cos my teacher was in the area. I couldn't concentrate at all. I was like half awake only. I don't think I'll be going anywhere today. Don't really know where to go and don't really feel like going anywhere honestly. Hmmm, I think I'll just go and entertain myself.

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah)

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah yeah ea ea)

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Whoa a oh oh



You think you know me but you're not even close..

Hey Everyone. Yup, I'm back in Singapore. I've actually really enjoyed myself in the Philippines. I took part in a golf tournament, met loads of friends, played golf, studied and everything. Played Golf almost every single day and now I'm really very tanned. My face has my sunglasses outline. Damn. But never mind, It will help me with remembering my time in the Philippines. Played with my dad and his friends on the course. It was a enjoyable experience. I've even beat my dad in a game. Hahah.

Dad's gonna take me to Indonesia for a game. I'm heading back to the Philippines on June for the tournament again. Might be going on March as well cause I'm representing Thunderbird (golf club) for tournament. But, studies comes first.

I didn't take loads of photos. I think it was cause I was constantly on the golf course. Well, the usual. We had a firework display at home and celebrated New Year at mid-night. Dad and I didn't sleep cause I was leaving in a few hours anyways, we just kept on talking. We were talking about my future (as usual) but I think he would rather see me miserable then happy and I made the worse mistake a daughter could have done. But it was the facts. Sigh, I don't know. I just really want to go back to the Philippines and never look back on what I had done. I would rather be happy. I don't care whether I'm poor or rich, just as long as I'm happy.

Ninang, I really hope that you're fine. I'm sorry I could give you a ride. I really hope you're ok. You, Ninong and Kuya Robert. Stilll in contact, Ok? When I come back, we'll go and beat the boys again and they can continue complaining that we're just plain lucky. Hahah. I miss you Ninang Sonia! MUAHHHHHH!

ROBERT VALATE! Don't think I lost to you just by four marks, I won't be asking for a re-match! HEHE. Keep in contact, yeah? You got everything to keep in contact. See you when I get back (: Remember, my dad and I took you home so we know where you live. LOL.

Hey everyone, I've reached Phillippines safely. Hahah, My uncle suddenly carried me when he saw me man. It was super scary. Hahah. I slept the whole way on the plane and in the car. I was super tired. Thanks Ze Jiang and Charlotte for sleeping over at my house and sending me off. Oh, and keeping me company while we tonned at the night watching DVDs. :)

Anyways, my mom still isn't herself. There's just something wrong about her but I don't know what. But I'm happy just to see her. She practically cried when she saw me. Lol, bless her. Anyways, I don't think i have much to say but that nearly everyone keeps in saying that i'm CHUBBY and that I would reply "CHUBBY IS CUTE WHATTTTTTTTT!" Lol. ok lah, end here. I'll try post tomorrow. Maybe playing golf and doing homework :/ God, save me.