Ok, I know I haven't been blogging long and everything. I kind of left it dead :/ But I wasn't doing it on purpose. Just didn't find the time to blog, I guess. Anw, I really loved Radix Concert. I think the Drama Club has done brilliantly. I'm super proud to be in Drama. (: BUT, I lost my Ez-Link Card at Republic Ploy. ): I was running about everywhere and it dropped somewhere. ): Damn it, now I have to make a new one. Asked around how much it costs but everyone was giving me a different answer. Kenneth's one was more shocking, $50. Dear me.

Today's a super rushed day. School started at like 9.30am? :D I have to stay back for EBS coursework cos on Thursday, I was at RP helping Drama. After that, heading to Drama thingy and rush home to get ready for golf then rush back, get my pen and EBS Coursework and head to 7-11 and Cheers to do Observation Checking. Like, What the heck? I'm gonna be super duper tired - for sure. I'll sleep like a baby! Anyways, post more tomorrow! (If I can?)

My Eeeaaaahhhhhh Ohhhhhhhh Veeeeeeeee Eeeeeeeeeee (:

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant,
gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine, as children do.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously
give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.

a return to love - marianne williamson

So, today went to school - nothing interesting for me to blog out except that during Chapel something happened which cost Jia Ling and Fook Choy to get detention by Mr E. Choo. We had check-up after recess, too. After school, I went home straight cos, like I said in the previous post, I had golf training. My coach came 30 minutes early and I had at the midst of getting ready. I had to rush out of the house and Jupiter just kept on barking.

The coach, Jason, had this annoying sound that goes like 'ding' every two seconds in his car. Gosh, when it stopped, I was super happy then it started AGAIN. I guess I just have to get use to that sound, eh? Anyways, he asked me a lot of questions on golf, my skills and what I've be taught/ know. I have to admit, the technique of his teaching is VERY different from the usual teaching that I'm used to. But, it's interesting cos very question I asked, he has an answer - unlike my other previous coaches. His technique looks weird but it feels super comfortable then I've expected it to be. Jason goes through all the details bit by bit, which is super good. It's like he pays attention to all the small and big details in your swing, stance, grip, the club's head and even the ball! I mean, it's seriously different but it works. That's good, right? :/

ANYHOOOO. After I reached home, I ate pasta and drank loads of water. I didn't get the chance to get any water due to the fact that I was rushing and only realised it when we were half way to the golf club. After that, I can't remember anything but I woke up laying down on the couch when the night light straight to my eye direction. This is one reason I love about the new couch, it feels like a bed. Hahaha. Called my dad and found out he's back from KL :D Told him about the golf lessons but he seemed distracted somehow. Probably it's because he's at Muddy Murphy's with a friend of his that I don't know. Hm,mm, curious who that is actually.

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I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
Cause everything you do
And words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And I am left with nothing

So maybe its true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
Cause when i close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

Then maybe its true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one
(oh yeah)
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And i thought hey

Maybe it's true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
That I cant live without you
Cause maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I've figured out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

Tomorrow, I'll update on what happened to my room and living room. Ok ok, I'll end here. Wanna shower then catch up with more Zs. :D Till then, see ya (;

Ok, I know my blog has been dead for like ages. So, I'm here to update.
Common Test has finally started. I just did English today and I have to say, I'm not too sure if I'll do well for it too considering I had done horrible for Class Test. :/
Today, PE was canceled due to that drill thingy. Don't know what that things called but I can't be bother to know too. Stayed back for a while for something then I went off home for tuition. Tuition today seem to have flied pass ._. Dad just left for Malaysia. Oh! I was meant to go shopping with Cai Ying and Lavon tomorrow but my dad called me up after school saying that I have gold training at 3 and my coach will be picking me up at home and the lessons are held at Orchid Country Club and I went "._. , cannot change date ah?" So, seeing the outcome, of course my dad said N.O. -.- Sorry Cai Ying. Gosh, I feel super guilty now lah :/
Hmmm, I think I'll end here. Gonna eat WEDGES and then go upstairs my room to study. SPEAKING OF MY ROOM, after painting it last Saturday, I still have freaking paint stuck on my hair lahhhh! Plus, so hard to remove can. I seriously thought after showering it would come off, I didn't notice anything until the clique told me - thank god they did.



Anyways, my wedges are waiting for me :D

All I have to say is that I find Ze Jiang and I super funny. Facebook stalked untill SOMETHING.
Sec 2 like that then with sec 3 like OMG! :O

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Put my glasses on, Im out the door - Im gonna hit this city (Lets go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
Cause when I leave for the night, I aint coming back
Im talking - pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-toping, playing our favorite cds
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy

[CHORUS]
Dont stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the click
But the party dont stop
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh

[Chorus]

Aint got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Aint got no money in my pocket, but Im already here
Now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger
Im talking about - everybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys trying to touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk
Now, now - we goin til they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us -
[Chorus] x 2
DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
With my hands up
You got me now
You gotta that sound
Yea, you got me
DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
With my hands up
Get your hands up
Put your hands up
No, the party dont stop until I walk in

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):

I don't expect you to like me,
I don't expect you to hate me either.
But I expect you to at least understand that no one in this world is PERFECT.

I seriously think I'm just wasting my time in caring already. I just want to get it done and over with so that I won't have to face the drama any longer. I'm sick and I'm tired of everything. I just want to escape and be left alone for awhile. :/

Design and Technology 'N' Level coursework theme came out already. It's about Achievements. So, we have to make something like medals and all that. But we can also do something else. It depends. I'm now looking for some pictures for the Mood Board. My gosh, I don't want to stress myself out. Just now at tuition, my head was so painful. I really want to do well but I don't want to make me stressed and all that. My gosh, I think I won't even have time to even celebrate Chinese New Year, I'll be at the house studying and everything. ):
I wanna see mommy, again. Can't wait to see her again but I'll be bring more books then I did the other time. Ahhhh, being Sec 4 sucks man. So much stress and expectations from my family. I mean, why can't they just face the facts that maybe I can't do it? Why can't they just stop pushing me to do better and better when I'm already doing the best that I can? Sigh, this sucks.